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[031709] my life is about to CHHAAANNGGE in the way that i've wanted it to for so long, but i'm terrified. but ready for it. i hate being so depended on. i feel proud and happy that i can be there for the people i love when they need me the most, and when i'm the only one they have, but it also puts alot of pressure on me. i feel like i'm sacrificing alot for them, maybe too much. but that's what family is for, right? msg

[031309] looking in the mirror everyday wondering what the hell is so wrong with you that your own mother could hate you so much is getting old and it's wearing me down. i remember in 7th grade digging into my arms and legs with the sharpest object i could find, and trying to comfort myself by thinking that all of this heartache and pain will be over one day and i'll be proud of myself for getting through it. but i'm not through it yet. when will i ever be through it? when will i ever be proud? more importanly, when will SHE ever be proud? ( i emailed my mother today. ) i've never been so nervous for a reply in my life. i feel like i'm going to really regret what i've done when she's dead. but who the fuck cares, it's not like i don't regret everything else in my past, what's one more to the list? i'm sounding like a pathetic, whiny fuck right now. gross. msg 1 read

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[123008] i love athens. tonite is going to be SO GOOD. soooooo, so, good. msg

[121508] i'm rockin' the 3.75 another semester in a row! psh! msg

[121506] [ music | tegan and sara ] i hate feeling so dependent. it's cute and everything, but it freaks me out. i'm not used to it. msg

[112406] THANKSGIVING. most of the time, we're happy. [i think.] msg 1 read

let's get high, nigga. blaze that bluuuunt. [102606] [ music | human hands ] i found THE best ice cream flavor tonite. i've had the flavor before, but today it hit the spot. msg

[072806] cool. myspace isn't working. cool. my computer isn't working. i can't even turn it on, really. it says that a TLDR is missing. i have a recovery cd, but umm.. it's still not working. can anyone help? i'm at the library right now. i called felicia earlier because i know at least she knows what i'm going through right now. i'm only in the second hour of not having a computer. it's only going to get worse. it happened at a great time, too. (sarcastic font) i just put up a new picture on myspace. my life sux. i guess everyone can call me since i won't be online. this is so sad, guys. it's so sad that it's so sad, too. i feel like a n3rd. 734 775 5975 i'm being dramatic, i'm jking a little. msg 9 read

[071706] new tattoo. justin gets his tomorrow. listening to nwa while getting my detroit tattoo...what could be better? msg 4 read

[070206] oh darling, it's so sweet, you think you know how crazy i am. you say you don’t spook easy, you won’t go. but i know, and i pray that you will. i may be soft in your palm but i’ll soon grow hungry for a fight and i will not let you win. my pretty mouth will frame the phrases that will disprove your faith in man. so if you catch me trying to find my way into your heart from under your skin.. fast as you can, baby, scratch me out. free yourself, fast as you can. msg 1 read

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[051106] TAYLOR HICKS AND ELLIOTT YAMIN ARE IN THE TOP THREE! msg

[041306] SPRING BREAK '06 my last spring break ever. call me, 775-5975. i want to hang out with you. everyone. even if you think i don't, i do. msg 1 read

[033006] um, everything is over for real this time. and i can't breath. and idk if i want to. panic attack over someone who is not worth panicking over. msg

[031306] [ music | the hush sound ] today consisted of warmth, smoke, parks, shorts. the calmest and one of the best days in a long time. ( pictures ) today, i went bearfoot and jumped in puddles. also, met my drug dealer BF. he has business cards. msg 3 read

[121005] friends only. msg 1 read

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